I'm back at it!

ok i shall be good and consistently blog.. Had quite a few blogs previously but i just didnt have the discipline to keep up with it.

I realised it is very difficult for me to haf a positive outlook in life.. Perhaps i'm a pessimist who doesn't believe in the goodness of life. This explains the title of my blog. I want to be able to focus on the positive side of people and my surroundings.. I wish someone will just help me on that.

There was a recent change of attitude.. And i guess u owe me an explanation on that. I don't want to be left on my own thinking about all the possibilities.

But well.. despite all the unhappiness i have been feeling this whole evening, something nice did happen.. and it really brought me back when i thought it was over. Or maybe it's just a moment of impulse.

Thanks for listening to me venting all my frustrations out.. I guess only u understand.

Love,
ks

i just need someone who understands and sees the point..can you be the one?