Went to the wake this afternoon. the relatives appear unaffected but there were evidences of mental trauma on friday night.
You seem well. Better than what I thought you will be but maybe ur putting on a brave front? Well who doesn't? Let it out if u need.

You said you may be feeling less upset if you hadn't witnessed her last breath. This reminds me of KM's wedding. I may not have teared had I not been one of her sisters who witnessed my bro-in-law open her room door to find her tearing of happiness. But I'm still glad I played a part on her big day.

Your mum would definitely have loved to have her loved ones beside her during her last moments.

We shall all learn to cherish our loved ones even more.

smiles..
ks